slimming down or keep fit?

hello there! Just out of the blue,I was thinking of my own body...I'm not sure weather my body is categorized as slim or fit or chubby or plum or anything else it would be. Well...recently there is someone who always called me Chubby...oh that's sad...or should I be happy with it? I have no idea...here is the picture when that person starts calling me Chubby...

Am I that chubby? oh my God~

or is it because of the hair cut?hihi (^_^)

suddenly I feel like doing exercise 'again'.Just a simple exercise such as pumping,sit-ups or squat only (since I didn't bring home my sports shoe a.k.a at my friend's house). It feels like it had been years that I didn't take care of my fitness. erm well,I was an athlete before but since I had my operation (August 2003), my active life had been reduced and then it stops.I can't blame others on this because it is my own fault that I didn't try to maintain it after the recovery hehehe... to be honest...I miss those days...I mean,the moments when I'm very active in sports and my health is great and my body is fit.( I mean, with muscles not with fats! hehe).This is me today...

Chubby?

I seriously think that I should back on track...having a healthy life with exercise. I hope I will maintain it and not losing it or skipping it again hehe...
Wish me luck!  (^_^)

Life is full of circumstances

It had been some time that I didn't update my blog. Well,I was busy with my cousins' fatal crash and both of them died on the spot.RIP to both Sylvester and Patrick. Thanks God the other two who was in the same car was okey where uncle Nicholas is now still recovering (the other one is just minor injuries while uncle Nicholas was admitted to ICU<~ Intensive Care Unit).

Second week, I was called for an interview. It was a scholarship interview taking place at Yayasan Sarawak's building and it took all day long (which makes my stomach cried for food because I didn't eat much for breakfast and I can't eat even though I did bring biscuits because people around me is fasting).
Phew! thanks God the interview went well. It was such an emotional interview ever! Gosh, it was so embarrassing where I was nearly burst into tears. The interview was in a group of 5 and there were 4 interviewer. As usual, all interviewee are requested to introduce our self. What I did notice is that, majority of them are fresh diploma's graduate while me...erm... I already finish my 2nd year degree and going to be a 3rd year student this coming September. Next, the question was, if they give us a stack of money, what is our contribution? oh...here is when I get emotional.(I choose not to mention why because I think it is too personal hehee). There are another question but let me conclude everything about the interview anyway (^_^). The interview was fine. What bothers me is that I was embarrassed and I was failed to control my emotion during the interview. *sigh*

Back to my hometown...
Just as I arrived home, my dad told me that one of my childhood friend's father was died because of stroke. The next day, I travel again.( drive even though feeling unwell)...anyway RIP to Mr Christopher Kapok.

Let me just cut the story short...It was a hectic week but I have no choice other than face it and move along. Anyway, life is short so live life to the fullest and be prepared for God will take our life anyway,anytime,anywhere and anyhow. (^_^)

You Are Never Alone

"I will ask Father, and he will give you another Counselor to be with you forever" (John 14:16)

Even when you feel you're most alone, God is there

Jeremy closed the front door, dropped his book bag on the floor, and headed for the refrigerator. The still quietness over the house made him sad,but it also angered him. It had been six months now since his mom had returned to work to help out with the family's finances.

Just once I'd like someone to be here to greet me when i get home from school, he thought.Why do Dad and Mom both have to work anyway? Jeremy plopped down the sofa and reached for the remote control. At least he had his video games to keep him company. But he still couldn't shake the empty feeling in his heart. 

"Lord, so many of my teenage friends either live in single-parent families or both parents work," he said. "Why can't my parents be here when I need them?".

While the computer warmed up, Jeremy spied his Bible on the side of the coffee table. Reaching over and picking it up, Jeremy was surprised when the book fell open to reveal a folded piece of paper with his name written on it. He recognized the handwriting as his mom's.

"Dear Jeremy," the note began. "I was looking for a place to leave this note, and I know you always read your Bible in the afternoon, so I figured this was my best bet. I just wanted you to know that I miss being home in the afternoons when you get in from school. Those few moments we shared each day mean so much to me, and I hoe for you as well. This job is not a permanent thing. It's just something your Dad and I have to do right now to make things more comfortable for us as a family. Our times together will return soon. Meanwhile, read the following scripture and know that in our absence you always have a friend. Love, Mom."

Jeremy glanced at the bottom of the paper, where his mom had written the words from John 14:18. 

I will not leave you comfortless.

Jeremy felt the emptiness in his heart fill with a sudden warmth- a personal "Hello, I'm here," from Him.

"Thank You, Lord, for always being here with me," he whispered and started to read.

Do you ever feel alone and that no one cares about you? Jesus said He would never leave you or forsake you. That means He is always there and ready to be a friend to you. 

Thank You, Father for being a friend to me. I can never feel alone because You have promised to be with me always. Amen...

P/s:this story really touch my heart when I read it from my book so I copy it and share with all of you..my friends... (^_^) we will never ALONE

Tuition Teacher vs Student

hello bloggers...we meet again here (^_^) hehe

>well recently I teach 2 student which the girl I teach Physics and Biology while the boy I teach English Language, Malay Language and Mathematics....

>what makes me sad is both are a very slow learner....well if the student is a fast learner, it would be easy,but if the student is a slow learner...it is hard and really need me to be patience...

>the examination is just around the corner and the student is still in a very weak phase and that really makes me worried. Well, I'm not the one who will sits the paper but still, I'm the one who worried the most. I don't know why...*sob sob sob*

> I hope I could help the student to get flying colors in their examination soon or at least passed the paper... *cross fingers*

> I couldn't understand why are they so weak...who are we supposed to blame here? is it the school teacher? or the parents? or the student it self? or the friends? well, I guess God can't be blame though cause every God's creation have its own specialties and weakness..but I do believe that every normal child are born with just the same size and quality of brain...hehehehe (^_^)

>School teacher : are they too lazy to teach or too many student to teach until they can't reach and teach every single student?or they didn't realize how weak the student is at the moment? or they did try to help the student but the student it self don't want to help himself/herself?or did they try to help but then the parents blame them for scolding their child?

>Parents : do they blame the teachers when the teachers scold their kids? or did they care about their kid's study? or are they too busy to keep an eye on their kid and just ignore their kid's needs?or they don't even know that their kid needs help in their study? or...did they give their support to their child?

>Student : did they realize how important the knowledge is? do they really want to be a brilliant student?do they want to work with a low salary in the future for not being a great student? do they really want to study or just playing around?

>friends : do they influence the student to be hardworking in study or just having fun and plays around like there is no tomorrow? did they try to compete with each other in their study or just try to compete in their games?

WELL WELL...DEAREST STUDENT..KNOWLEDGE IS SO PRECIOUS..GRAB IT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE...

P/S : now i know how my teachers feel before hehehehe (^_^) thanks a lot my dearest teachers for bringing me this far...now i'm still studying and hopefully can graduate my bachelor in 2 more years

dear diary

dear blog (assume this blog as my diary at d moment even though i'm not a diary person).....

how i wish i could enjoy and live a happy and joyful holiday a.k.a semester break....but hardship and heartache keep on chasing after me...why? sometimes, i really want to share my problems and my heartache with someone that i can trust but ends up i keep everything inside and praying that God will help me with my problems or at least hear my cry. sometimes,when i can't stand for it any longer,i'll just cry and cry and cry in my room like there is someone dead. Oh God...how i envy those people out there who is happy go lucky and live their life to the fullest....i wish i could b just like them.happy always~...erm i guess i got to go now...i'm too sad to write at the moment....*upset* sigh...i think i really don't know how to let what i feel n what i think all out eh...this is bad....too bad...can someone advice me?huhuhu *sad*

Jessie J - Who You Are (Boombox Series)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

well well....mother's day had passed and now it is father's turn~

people always say i love u mom,thank you mom n bla bla bla...don't they realize that there is father too?FATHER~ who gives us home to live in, who gives us shelter,love,money,and a lot more which we might never realize before...arms that holds u to cross roads when u r still a girl and b with u down to the altar when u get married...the one who worried of your safety whenever u r not there with him...he might not shows it but deep in his heart,only he and God knows how he feels of his 'baby'...

daddy...i love u and thank you for being such a great dad i would ever had...i appreciate for all what had u gave me...and sorry for all my wrongdoings and sorry for being such a stubborn daughter~

May God bless all d daddy on earth and may all the daddy have a great Father's day

*me with my daddy back on 2010's new year a.k.a his birthday*

 <3 <3 <3